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Recently i have been researching a phenominon known as shadow people. There should be a photo attached. And i have noticed some simular traits between the stories of witnesses and my own life. such as when i was younger and lived at our old home. At night in my room and the hallway ouside of it. I would every so often feel a intenss sense of dread. Wich is a common trait in shadow person sightings. These feelings where not accompanyed by a sighting. But usually during these times i was also paniced to an extent Keep in mind this was during the ages of 7-10 as far as i can rember. I had also not known of shadow people at the time and did not know to look for them.

Another trait i have experinced at least once in my life is sleep paralysis.

Although sleep paralysis can be explained by science this was not a normal not being able to move. This was like a thousand pounds pushing down on my body. Sorta like what the attached picture depicts. But it was more than that it was more like an energy. I could feel something moving down my chest and arms like water from a waterfall crashing down on me. Even stranger is i could still move in a sense. I could raise my arms to about an inch above my bed. But not past that like again something was trying to push or hold me down.

I have no idea what any of this means. probably nothing i may never know tell me what you think in the comments or through an email at [email protected] Thank You

What if time was not relevant.  What if time was one single place that never ages, and everything happens all at once, or some other way. This question will wait for hundreds or even thousands of years to answered. Our whole idea of time will be throwed away possibly. Imagine the awnser to that question never awnsered. Only time will tell. Some may call me a philosopher.

Assuming you allredy know what the three T.V. series of "Stargate", then you woulden't know what i'm talking about.

There is a theroy out there stating that there is a different uinverse for every single possible combination that can be created. For example: one uninverse could have a boy born at 3:14.00 pm, and in another uinverse the same boy could be born at 3:14.01 pm. I would call this a small increment. A big increment would be the same baby in a different universe that was born at 3:14.00 pm, but was a girl.

If that therory is true then there is an unlimited ammounts of universes that have very same lives.

There could be unlimmited uinverses with stargates, just like the T.V. show. Everything exactly the same but it is real.

 If we could figure out how to enter one of these universe's, then we could show them the T.V. series that we made. But it would have to be a universe created after our own, a younger uinverse than our own. In order to travel back in time. But if we did succed succeed the out-come could mess up every thing. For example: we warn then about an attack on Earth, a spy on Earth relays back the the Gauld saying hold off the attack. Then later the Gauld invade Earth.

Being otherkin i have to deal with things i wouldnt wish on my biggest enemy. One thing i sometimes think about when bored is. What would happen if i suddenly transformed into my kin type. Heres what ive come up with.

Well being a rather large dragon im sure i would get noticed fairly quickly. Even in Vermont`s country side.

Family: Having a creature that as far as most of humanity is concerned does`nt exist replace me. im pretty sure they`ed figure it out quickly. If not i hope i can speak or at the very least type.

Friends: Same as family but im sure they would teas me about it some. After i explained it if possible.

If i woke up transformed it would be the situation so far. With media attention of coarse.

In public on the other hand there would be an uproar. headlines around the country im sure. then some study`s would be done. And if it went bad i would spend the rest of my days in captivity. Perferably id be released but not likely.

If released i would leave after a year or so and roam. Maybe leave the country altogether.

But there is also learning to use the new body. Witch would likely be a pain.

There`s also figuring out what i can and cant eat. ideal living conditions, and how the public would react if i traveled.

And how would i deal with leaving my old life behind. Id be depressed for awhile. Then i would try to make the best of it.

And last but not least the pain of transforming. how would anyone deal with that kind of pain?(given I survive)

[Audio log begin]

Once there were over 7 billion people in the world.

The human race ruled supreme.

Its dominance taken for granted.

I find it hard to picture that world now.

It all started a year ago when a virus called pax-12 emerged. Simple and harmless at first. Hell, we didn't even notice it till 10 percent of the world was infected. Even then we didn't take it seriously. It all changed when it began to evolve rapidly. It was like nothing we've ever seen before. It became more and more lethal by the day. People started dropping dead in the streets. And then they came back, zombies the dead feasting on your friends and family.

It was a hell of a thing to see. Governments united in an extraordinary effort to develop a cure, but it wasn't enough. The zombies where killing too fast society collapsed. Then came Zcom, Humanity's saviors they called themselves. They would hold off the dead while we cured the infected. Long story short they failed were all that's left. One last Zcom stronghold, one last hope. We live in a lab now isolated from those we try to save. Ethnics and morals are all gone. The cure is all that matters.

There is only about 1000 survivors left including us, only 30 Zcom troops out of a million and 15 researchers out of 1.5 million world wide. I'm one of the 15. But we are close we just need more time. (Warning development on hold genetic instability detected)

[Audio log end]